I envy you, just sitting their staring at me, reminding me all my pain.
You damn teddy bear!
Why do I remember every time a tear dripped down my face and soaked in your fabric?
Why did my father give me you?
Why doesn’t my mom let me throw you away,
all you do is bring me pain!
I DON’T WANT TO REMEMBER,
how my dad left me,
how I failed,
how you and I gave up,
how I can’t see the bright side of anything,
how I will never be perfect,
how I will never be good enough,
how no one will love me for who I am or who I want to be,
how I can’t seem to be happy,
how I hate myself,
how I can’t trust anybody,
how afraid I am of everything.
YOU!
YOU!
YOU!
You remind me of things I want to forget.
I want to throw you away, I need to get rid of you!
Every time I try I don’t. I can’t.
Because who will I cry or run to then…
Phoenix Freedom Writer
What can i say about myself? I'm just trying to find away to let things go, and let my feelings show; Showing your true feelings can be real hard in this world.
