I finally read ur letters
The letters that made things clear
Yet I still felt lost
The letters that made me feel
A feeling I cant explain
I wasn’t happy
I wasn’t shocked
I was furious
And Sad
Everything you wrote was
Right
And I didn’t want it to be
I wanted it too be all wrong and bad
but it wasn’t
I should have been shocked and happy
But I wasn’t
I was furious that you loved me
All my life I thought you didn’t
I thought you never had even one thought about me
But you did
You Did
You Did.