I Just Cant

I can’t lie anymore
I can’t pretend like everything’s okay
I just can’t
I can’t do this
I can’t do this
Thinking about u made my heart race
My lungs felt as if they were closing
I could barely breathe
I can’t do this
You put more weight on my shoulders than I can carry
I just can’t do this
I’m only 14 and I think I had a panic attack
I just can’t do this
I’m tryna keep my breathing steady
I can’t do this
Because of ur mistake
I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
I just can’t do this
Because of you my pillows all wet
From the tears I cried for you
I just can’t do this
I just can’t
I just can’t
And it’s all because of you

Phoenix Freedom Writer

What can i say about myself? I'm just trying to find away to let things go, and let my feelings show; Showing your true feelings can be real hard in this world.